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Now, Vaknafag, would be a great time to get off your high [REDACTED] horse.
I have no idea what you are on about there, ilkaisha, but you are starting to get on my nerves with your trying to bite at me at every chance because your character did not like my character. Grow up.
I really just hoped this case was a [REDACTED] joke.
I've been mean to OVT at times, at times I just ignored him. I never thought too highly of his RP, nor did he ever do anything to surprise me. We did however talk at length about SK related stuff over YIM.
I always got this impression from him that he took everything that happened in SK way too seriously, and that's when I usually stop talking to someone OOCly, too.
But to kill himself? That really makes me [REDACTED] wonder that maybe I should have looked into it more, if I missed some sort of hint for help, if I read his intentions wrong.
Fact is, its a [REDACTED] cruel world. And yeah, there are people who have it far worse than OVT, with no internet, no home, no money at all, and still somehow get by, but on the other hand, it is sometimes even harder to live in a society that expects too [REDACTED] much of you. Being raised in an environment where you are told you are destined for glory and then seeing it all just slowly grind away into monochromatic every-day life.
I could be way [REDACTED] off and his reasons for doing this may be completely different, but I still had to selfishly get this off my chest.
Even if I did not much like OVT, he was a part of this community and he will be missed.
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