Other thoughts:
It's obvious that playing Turon was frustrating at times, as evidenced by my afterlife post, but I had a blast playing him and enjoyed most interactions. Granted, when Turon died I went off the deep end if the odds were pretty stacked, but even then, Turon often took things a LOT more seriously than I personally did. One of his favorite moves was the whole "let me breed dissent among the ranks of the people who just killed me" move.
As far as Conan/Estobar is concerned, I don't believe that I treated him that much differently after I realized who played him. Turon always viewed him as a coward who talked big but never proved to have much on the battlefield, one of the types who never engaged in combat unless the odds were in his favor, that is. I'll never forget how Estobar and Rinqo ran from Turon and his entourage at Halgeir so that they could pick up Nico who had just logged in.
On that note, however, Turon's viewpoints were definitely -not- my own, which made this character very difficult to play at times. I often talked much meaner ICly than my personality lends me towards, and even then I think I probably came off as a "nice knightlord" at times just because I want the game to be an OOCly enjoyable experience. That said, I did take my frustration a little far in some cabal chats and gtells during some of his last group PvPs.
I am not sad that I deleted Turon: It was his time to go, and as someone already did the math, it's obvious that I need to take a break. (That's not even factoring in alts, which I had at least four of during Turon's lifetime) In addition, playing a character that is mostly focused on PvP and also dedicated to defending a city/nation with his life is really rough, especially when your enemies don't engage you over 75% of the time unless they have at least one more person than you. I don't have the time to dedicate to the gear-gathering and enchanting that arises from that. It also doesn't help that even everyone's alts played against me (Rexnarh and Arek, for example).
I had two possible plot-routes for Turon, though of course anything that presented itself would have been fine: Either he would trample over all his enemies, increasing his ego and pride to the point of calling himself a god, (The "Son of Sargas" as it were, given that he was an orphan) or eventually his ambition would get the better of him, he would declare war with too many people and end up in too deep. As it turns out, the latter was the final result. I went into Turon's character with the knowledge that he would more than likely fail, so I am not frustrated by the fact in the end, his enemies were too much for him.
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